divorce coming up!

i accepted it
i do not tolerate her current, cynical attitude
its pitiful to see a person being driven away from their main goal by desiring to hurt the other person back
i do not know whom to follow, but if i had to pick and if my finance situation was better, i'd go out and live alone. maybe live in irvine for the remaining years just because at this point, I want to finish school and get my degree. im not sure about my brother, maybe he can go and live with somebody else.
all i know is that out of this divorce, i will be screwed at this moment, but i will not let it screwed up my future.

midterm this thurs morn
i will be studying all night and 2mrw night's too
i have fricken lab this wed
i hope it doesnt take toooooo long
im trying to learn and understand the concept this time around
and yeah, its tedious and shit, but it'll be good for me in the end

about china's recent disaster
it is very unfortunate
my sympathy to all those who suffered
i was completely overwhelmed and distraught of last week's events that i was not myself.
watching the news, i feel so stupid for not being able to do anything for them
im stuck in school, got papers, midterms, and i just feel so down.
ive donated money to red cross.
i still think i could have done much more.