i like sad songs
such as tears of heaven by eric clapton
so sad
i took a chem midterm today
and i did aite
with some help
anywho
before the exams were passed out
my prof said something very wise today
he said: "everyday i wake up, i think to myself that today might be the day that i died, but only for a little while and for the rest of the day, i do not think about it that much and i try not to let the little things get to me, and also because I don't care."
you see, ive been having a small, rather GIGANTIC grudge on the ice-cream-fug-eater-girl for a couple of days now. and once i heard what my prof professed, i felt so silly and at that moment (before 9:45 a.m. today), i decided to fully let it go.
what my prof said was masterful (i wish you were there with me because you can tell he's a good storyteller) but its funny that, that is how i realize how stupid ive vented to my dear co-workers in the past few days.
i know sometimes i get into tiny fits and it takes a while for me to calm down and think reasonably. but today is a very special day because i have acknowledged my own senselessness through another who does not know about my ice-cream dilemma. the end.
go usa women hurdlers!
