changing

i think i should postpone/cancel eap italy

i can go to italy anytime i want, but i only got one mom, and i intend to keep her with me as long as possible.

my mom is looking better. and im watching blind side. when i grow up, i wanna be a rich housewife

st ives apricot scrub smells yum

so good news: my bro passed his upper div writing, and is on the move to graduating next year?
bad news: my mom needs more surgery, but this time, on her epiglottis b/c she still is not able to swallow food?
and i have finals on wed and thurs morning
must get crackin. i juuust started

another sad posting

so i failed my physics lab. and the majority of the class got a C average. i thought i did well, well enough to ask my instructor if he accidentally mistyped my score online. fucken sad man. sad because i thought i passed. so i will check out my failure later on in the week.

maybe im not cut out for lab stuff. i am interested in going into research, but profs are only going to judge me on my poor grades. so maybe just do office work as a career? now im more sad, that my career options are limited due to me sucking at labs. haha

i was on victoriasecrets.com earlier and wanted to buy my sorrows away, but then i realize i aint got the money to squander my sadness away, so i decided to suck it up but i can't help moping around the house.

i keep telling myself that i shouldnt let this stupid class get me down, but i compare all the labs i've taken, and so that gets me down too. haha. i am such a sad case today.

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happier news
my bro cooked pretty well today
my cousins are here!
and my momma is doing mucho better!! that always makes me happy. =]

and i like my hair today. and i shaved. so im feeling good.