im fucken tired. pissed off tired. the worse kind of tiredness feeling.
i cannot do everything all at once nor speak of it all in one peace of mind. medical pprworks. car insurance payment. driving my/others asses to visit momma. gas is pretty expensive running in and out of places.
if some sort of higher being is testing my patience, please be patient with my limited patience. im trying the best to be the best, loving daughter, niece, role model, cousin, student, sister, friend, and person but nonetheless cannot appease everybody's wishes. so ppl need to learn to shut the fuck up and leave me in one taped up piece. i do not know how much longer i can take in and in and in and in and in anymore.
and to the person who needs to shut the fuck up,
i have my own shit to deal with therefore my mom needs to learn to be independent more. and you need to shut up about analyzing feelings and speech, just shut the fuck up. it's not like you volunteer yourself to sleepover. my bro has fucken school, and is staying there and also trying his best to be a son.
i am grateful for your 100% care but please let me be still for a moment and stfu.
