night

I was suppose to do my laundry except the laundry washing machine is not functioning properly.
I was also suppose to be studious, but i ain't.
I wonder, maybe if I stop listing what I should do, I'd do it, instead of lounging around in my room and staring at the gahdamn list.

I want to get outta here and go to Hawaii and dance while wearing a hula skirt.

alright got to make dinner and start on my work. its going to take all night.

my three day weekend of joy

aite
so I got a lot of homework

-catch up on math, im bebind like 4 assignments
-rewrite my art hist ppr
-type out my e.c.
-revise my writing draft
-revise my annotated biblio
-read "the five sexes"
-go over chem slides

-take my lil cousin out for her bday
-go to norms?
-perhaps buy some new clothes
-airwalks
-visit the brugg library
-visit my dear grandma
-visit my cousins?

have a happy friday

Bogged

so

i feel pretty down

the brace rubber band got teared off
my laptop is infected
my stapler is broken
i have two midterms this week

but at least i have plenty of good food/snacks for the week

I will described myself as a planner, more or so less of a doer. People expect me to whip up something good and they will follow up on it. And I do it just because I think my ideas are better and because I think the others are lazy so I just do it all for them. But today, I am tired. For once, I just want to sit back and go with the flow. I do not feel like being the planner today nor do I want to be told what to do. I just want to ly on my bed and just watch comedy on my laptop. Basically I am lazy at this point in time.
But of course I will push away my soft, somewhat smelly blanket, put aside my laptop, and get back on my feet. I will continue to be the planner because that is who I am. I like to be in control and to be informed of such things.

But for today, I just want to, chillax.