Sunday, March 30, 2008

some clarity

alright, so i love the house. i love the location of the house that i am living in. i love the bus system of the city im living in because it stops near the city's park and library. i love how convenient it is that i can walk through college to get to the shopping arena. i love how close i live to downtown l.a. i love that i live near the semi-ghetto. i love the house. i just hate the squabbling people living in it.

my plans of getting my own place once im done with school is ruined. completely ruined.

my parents might actually go through with the divorce. both decided to sell the house off and split it from there. which leaves me and my brother with NADA. zip. penniless. nothing. my mom tells us that we can choose who to live with once they split; the thing is, i do not want to live with any of them. it makes no sense, no matter what, i am still going to be fucking poor. so why not be poor by myself.

so where i am getting at is that im forced to live with one of the numskulls and THAT I AM SOOO FUCKED. there goes my plan, my future to live out on my own and live my own life.

and i got to thinking, what the fuck, my brother and i have nooooo fucking say in this whole piece of bullshit. i wish i can say i hope they fuck themselves over and out, but them fucking each other's mind is going to fuck my and my brother's future.

so once again, im screwed. period.

sorry pedro. idk about the living out in n.y. shiz. ive got to make a living fast so i do not end up like them. i hope things work out for me.

1 comment:

smells like tater tots & killer tofu said...

Don't worry, Kipperoo. I don't have means to live in NY either. Hahahhaa. It's one of those things where, we just keep dreaming. So they're really going through with it? I love your house. Can't they just suck it up and continue to live there? Keep the house! Tell them it's a bad time to sell. I mean, they stuck it out through how many years? So the Grand Ave. Project in Downtown has affordable housing. Let's apply for that. We make very few dollars. We'd get it right? hahahhaahah Hope you don't get too hot&bothered by this issue. You gotta study hard, get out of school, make some cash. and then we can finally go to ny. and greece & italy. where else?

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