christmas list

booble's voice sure is soothing to thee ear

must see:
nacho
lord of the rings
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mar
gilma and her baby
dee =]
ashley
johana
daisy and jennypoo
jennie cheung


i feel awaken
i took my uncle's car
and drove all the way to another destination
to my friend's house actually
in commerce
with charlene's aid
it was sooo thrilling

darn
i am not sleeping at normal times
again
i broke my almost one week of sleeping no later than 12 am streak
booooooooooooo

almost christmas

exciting news: I PASSED PHYSICS
non-exciting news: i still do not know my grade for data analysis
i hate that class, i hate walking to that class, i hate using the computer in the computer lab, i hate listening to my professor, but i do not hate looking for/at hot tamales. that's right wendy, hot tamales.

so lately, i have gotten lazy. i rarely do walk/bus out to anywhere. also, i do not keep in shape. it seems as if i lost my compassion for local adventures.

today i saw my newborn baby niece. she's a looker. she's so fat and fat. yes i know, i said fat twice. and she yawns A LOT. so cute.

fall

What a tough quarter
I kept telling myself I cold have done better
This quarter
Any quarter really
Always criticizing myself, testing myself, pushing myself
And this quarter I really have out done it

I am a simple girl
I like consistency
I like to youtube
I like to facebook and aim
I like to catch up on TV shows by watching it online
I like to listen to music
Happy songs when I am happy;
Sad songs when I feel sad
Itis what gets me by.

Those are what come first
And studying comes later
Wishing to not lag on my studies is futile
Ive done it over a million times
And it only jerks my nerves with more and more force
Itis probably because of my confidence
Overly too confident that I will get the job done
I always have
Even though itis not my best work
Itis still something

I know I can do more
I can make it more
But I donot
Because I usually settle

So here I am again
Finding fault
Because itis so easy
To be hard on myself
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I am pretty sure I failed my physics class this qtr
nevertheless
I am still breathing
And I am still catching up on sleep
I am excited for this winter break
I want to go travel and be productive
outside academia