fall

What a tough quarter
I kept telling myself I cold have done better
This quarter
Any quarter really
Always criticizing myself, testing myself, pushing myself
And this quarter I really have out done it

I am a simple girl
I like consistency
I like to youtube
I like to facebook and aim
I like to catch up on TV shows by watching it online
I like to listen to music
Happy songs when I am happy;
Sad songs when I feel sad
Itis what gets me by.

Those are what come first
And studying comes later
Wishing to not lag on my studies is futile
Ive done it over a million times
And it only jerks my nerves with more and more force
Itis probably because of my confidence
Overly too confident that I will get the job done
I always have
Even though itis not my best work
Itis still something

I know I can do more
I can make it more
But I donot
Because I usually settle

So here I am again
Finding fault
Because itis so easy
To be hard on myself
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I am pretty sure I failed my physics class this qtr
nevertheless
I am still breathing
And I am still catching up on sleep
I am excited for this winter break
I want to go travel and be productive
outside academia