helloooooooo
so my frd told me about this russian webbie and i can download almost each song for $0.09!!! i went frenzy wenditz, i completed all the old britney spears song i always wanted, i just started on christina aguilera, im so excited. i got all taylor swift's songs.
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Friday, September 25, 2009
its friday - angry little girl
I rcvd a semi-rude email from kristin and yeah, that pretty much flipped me over. I then reply back to her with a long assh email. i hope she enjoys reading it.
and kristin found a potential replacement and showed her the apt around, and jerome was there, and he likes the new girl, and he decided for all of us that she can live with us. im a little upset for his rash decision but i look forward to this new girl - her name is vanessa. i hope she doesnt smell and i hope she's not weird like, well, you know.
i was willing to let go of my closet to the new girl, but jerome also further told the new girl that she can use my desk for a while since she has a desktop. i do not like that decision - its my desk, and i let them put their stuff on it, but i dont wanna hand it over to the new girl - i havent even met her.
and kristin found a potential replacement and showed her the apt around, and jerome was there, and he likes the new girl, and he decided for all of us that she can live with us. im a little upset for his rash decision but i look forward to this new girl - her name is vanessa. i hope she doesnt smell and i hope she's not weird like, well, you know.
i was willing to let go of my closet to the new girl, but jerome also further told the new girl that she can use my desk for a while since she has a desktop. i do not like that decision - its my desk, and i let them put their stuff on it, but i dont wanna hand it over to the new girl - i havent even met her.
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
PARTS OF OBAMA'S SPEECH TO SCHOOLERS
THE FOLLOWING ARE OBAMA'S SAYINGS THAT MAKES MY BRAIN CELLS WIGGLE. it uplifts me to go study, again, and harder, for united states' sake. =]
"At the end of the day, the circumstances of your life – what you look like, where you come from, how much money you have, what you’ve got going on at home – that’s no excuse for neglecting your homework or having a bad attitude. That’s no excuse for talking back to your teacher, or cutting class, or dropping out of school. That’s no excuse for not trying.
Where you are right now doesn’t have to determine where you’ll end up. No one’s written your destiny for you. Here in America, you write your own destiny. You make your own future. "
"But the truth is, being successful is hard. You won’t love every subject you study. You won’t click with every teacher. Not every homework assignment will seem completely relevant to your life right this minute. And you won’t necessarily succeed at everything the first time you try.
Don’t be afraid to ask questions. Don’t be afraid to ask for help when you need it. I do that every day. Asking for help isn’t a sign of weakness, it’s a sign of strength. It shows you have the courage to admit when you don’t know something, and to learn something new. So find an adult you trust – a parent, grandparent or teacher; a coach or counselor – and ask them to help you stay on track to meet your goals. "
"So today, I want to ask you, what’s your contribution going to be? What problems are you going to solve? What discoveries will you make? What will a president who comes here in twenty or fifty or one hundred years say about what all of you did for this country? "
---BARRACK OBAMA, 2009
possible careers:
"At the end of the day, the circumstances of your life – what you look like, where you come from, how much money you have, what you’ve got going on at home – that’s no excuse for neglecting your homework or having a bad attitude. That’s no excuse for talking back to your teacher, or cutting class, or dropping out of school. That’s no excuse for not trying.
Where you are right now doesn’t have to determine where you’ll end up. No one’s written your destiny for you. Here in America, you write your own destiny. You make your own future. "
"But the truth is, being successful is hard. You won’t love every subject you study. You won’t click with every teacher. Not every homework assignment will seem completely relevant to your life right this minute. And you won’t necessarily succeed at everything the first time you try.
Don’t be afraid to ask questions. Don’t be afraid to ask for help when you need it. I do that every day. Asking for help isn’t a sign of weakness, it’s a sign of strength. It shows you have the courage to admit when you don’t know something, and to learn something new. So find an adult you trust – a parent, grandparent or teacher; a coach or counselor – and ask them to help you stay on track to meet your goals. "
"So today, I want to ask you, what’s your contribution going to be? What problems are you going to solve? What discoveries will you make? What will a president who comes here in twenty or fifty or one hundred years say about what all of you did for this country? "
---BARRACK OBAMA, 2009
possible careers:
- Cool Forester
- House of Reppers
- Ear Specialist
Friday, September 18, 2009
"OMIGAH OMIGAH YOU GUYS"
i love love love the UPS guy wenditz. hils wendy HILS!! his dance, fast, confident dance moves were just too much to handle! too bad i started feeling diarrhea-roma after 15 minutes of intermission, of course. i farted too, thankfully the musical cast were screaming at the top of their lungs when i farted. haha. it was a loud whoooooooomp - i surprise myself sometimes.anywho, went back to apt with roomies and broho, and used my friend's bike to ride over to my ahem late night office and yeah, did my duty there. i was all pooped out, from doing it and carrying the heavy bike up and down stairs.
wendy, i would love to go to the la fair. i hope it doesnt end soon. and hmm what about aids walk this year?
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
a week worth of dishings
today haha a guy shouted at me if i know how to drive. of course i do. it was mostly my fault since I did not double check both ways - i dont know why, but whenever im in the driver's seat, i feel like i have to be in a rush to get from point a to point b, i suppose that's why i prefer to drive in the freeway than by local streets. so that guy unfortunately happened to be in the crossroad with me, but lesson learned, i need to chill out, and double efficiently check the road next time. also, he could've slowed down when he saw my car sort of blocking his way, but he chose not - so we both made false assumptions, so what, we still living and breathing. we both learn that not all drivers are perfect, and so we move on and let it go.
i could understand his pov: he didnt need to brake if i wasnt in the way, but i was in the way, and he, as a result, he didnt dealt with it in the best manners. so whatevers to the fat man.
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WASHINGTON STATE - breath-taking place, literally. i sucked all the fresh, crisp air into my congested lungs - loves it.
hanging out with my uncle wasn't so rad. the stuff i bought was from the garage sales we went to - we visited 4 or 5 of them around my uncle's neighborhood - nice-looking, inexpensive things. i bought: 4 small glass jam jars for $1; mrs doubtfire vhs for $1; clam mirror for $1; a cute floral container for $0.25. it's fabulous.
I expected more adventure at Washington, but yeah, not really. we did go to Canada for a day, explored Chinatown and gave a dollar to an active money seeker/homeless person and she asked for more. ha!
pretty much, i ate a whole lot upnorth. i didnt care so much for the food, i wanted to explore the forest, and i did for a little while thanks to a person i met, i call him uncle sam, he's a family friend, he was in the la marathon and finished it, 26.2 miles!! crazy. and he was prob in his 50s that time. craaaazy. now, he's a natural runner. i went hiking with him, 3 miles in a forest park reserve, and he went super walking fast, i had to do many little runs to keep up with him. jeezes. i didnt get to take much forest picture as i wanted to, but am grateful for his physique and kindness in taking me out.
so the trip was whatever, but boy, was the sight amazing. i wanted to sit and hang out at the site for a while longer, but my uncle has other plans in mind, so that's why i didnt enjoy it as much as i wanted to. i was counting down the days, that's how much i wanted out, sad to say.
so another lesson learned: never go out of town with my uncle, he's no fun.
someday i'll buy a house up there and chill on my own behalf.
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i heard that kanye west dissed taylor swift, what a knucklehead. someone should teach him out to shut up. wished his mom wasnt gone.
i could understand his pov: he didnt need to brake if i wasnt in the way, but i was in the way, and he, as a result, he didnt dealt with it in the best manners. so whatevers to the fat man.
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WASHINGTON STATE - breath-taking place, literally. i sucked all the fresh, crisp air into my congested lungs - loves it.
hanging out with my uncle wasn't so rad. the stuff i bought was from the garage sales we went to - we visited 4 or 5 of them around my uncle's neighborhood - nice-looking, inexpensive things. i bought: 4 small glass jam jars for $1; mrs doubtfire vhs for $1; clam mirror for $1; a cute floral container for $0.25. it's fabulous.
I expected more adventure at Washington, but yeah, not really. we did go to Canada for a day, explored Chinatown and gave a dollar to an active money seeker/homeless person and she asked for more. ha!
pretty much, i ate a whole lot upnorth. i didnt care so much for the food, i wanted to explore the forest, and i did for a little while thanks to a person i met, i call him uncle sam, he's a family friend, he was in the la marathon and finished it, 26.2 miles!! crazy. and he was prob in his 50s that time. craaaazy. now, he's a natural runner. i went hiking with him, 3 miles in a forest park reserve, and he went super walking fast, i had to do many little runs to keep up with him. jeezes. i didnt get to take much forest picture as i wanted to, but am grateful for his physique and kindness in taking me out.
so the trip was whatever, but boy, was the sight amazing. i wanted to sit and hang out at the site for a while longer, but my uncle has other plans in mind, so that's why i didnt enjoy it as much as i wanted to. i was counting down the days, that's how much i wanted out, sad to say.
so another lesson learned: never go out of town with my uncle, he's no fun.
someday i'll buy a house up there and chill on my own behalf.
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i heard that kanye west dissed taylor swift, what a knucklehead. someone should teach him out to shut up. wished his mom wasnt gone.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
its difficult to breathe when you're scared
its like im taking many mini, hard, small breathes, its like i kinda i forgot how to breathe. maybe it's because all of the house windows are shut closed to prevent the heat from coming in.
my mom went to an acquaintance's wedding yesterday and she got all glam-ed up.
today, when she returned from work, she told me that my dad did a minor damage to her car; it seems as if there is a thin, shallow cut or mark across the surface on one of the car's door, probably done by a sharp instrument, like a car key.
perhaps he saw her yesterday night getting into her car- he lives in the front house and he usually peers outside his window, which i dislike. perhaps he did his bad deed before my mom went to work the next day. there is no proof, just her gut feelings. i can't help but wonder if her claims are true.
that is why im scared, because her statement might be true. after my mother told me about the incident, i thought about the most scariest harm he can do to her, or vice versa. I'm worried of what might happened if my mom ever does give him the divorce document - im scared for her and our lives.
I hate that I have to think in this survival mode, but I can't help it. I'm paranoid, for the right reasons; i'm upset, due to my assumptions about my father's behavior.
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However, I do not doubt my assumption so much. I know my dad has erratic behaviors. One day he's silly and laughable, the next, he's in his little world, talking to himself in an enraged manner, as if he's talking to another who upset him, in front of me and my brother. He has done some rude gestures toward others, purposely. And he's selfish, whether he knows it or not.
I wanted to put this out there, just in case.
my mom went to an acquaintance's wedding yesterday and she got all glam-ed up.
today, when she returned from work, she told me that my dad did a minor damage to her car; it seems as if there is a thin, shallow cut or mark across the surface on one of the car's door, probably done by a sharp instrument, like a car key.
perhaps he saw her yesterday night getting into her car- he lives in the front house and he usually peers outside his window, which i dislike. perhaps he did his bad deed before my mom went to work the next day. there is no proof, just her gut feelings. i can't help but wonder if her claims are true.
that is why im scared, because her statement might be true. after my mother told me about the incident, i thought about the most scariest harm he can do to her, or vice versa. I'm worried of what might happened if my mom ever does give him the divorce document - im scared for her and our lives.
I hate that I have to think in this survival mode, but I can't help it. I'm paranoid, for the right reasons; i'm upset, due to my assumptions about my father's behavior.
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However, I do not doubt my assumption so much. I know my dad has erratic behaviors. One day he's silly and laughable, the next, he's in his little world, talking to himself in an enraged manner, as if he's talking to another who upset him, in front of me and my brother. He has done some rude gestures toward others, purposely. And he's selfish, whether he knows it or not.
I wanted to put this out there, just in case.
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