tired.

i've been running back and forth this whole week.
im sad, and stressed.
the skin around my fingers are peeling away
i forget that school is still in session

im annoyed when ppl assumes my mom is out of the hospital
hello???? she just had neurosurgery, surgical procedure involving the brain area, the central focus of the body??? does anybody make that fucken connection??

so i made up my mind, im not going to summer school. i think i'll work 3 days out of the week during summer time

im grateful to my cousin and my aunts and uncles who visits my mother, that means a lot to me, even though i don't say it out loud.

in the meantime, my mind is wrapped all over my mom's case. so i dont really give a fuck about anybody or anything else's problems. sounds selfish, but i say it like it is, i dont have any ounce of energy for anyone/-thing else.