this is gonna be a long one

I thought I take this opportunity to write
so today
I am disappointed in myself; I did not study late into the night so I can get a fricken C+ on my atmosphere midterm
but what's done is done
I should not solely focus on my falling short because I accomplished so much today; I got my terrestrial hw and 114 lab done.
SO now, I just have to stay on top

I went to pilates, it was a tremendous workout, and I enjoyed it. I am thinking to do more pilate workout in my apt and not singly rely on my paid gym class to actually get a workout. My arms will definitely be sore by 2mrw =]

I was looking forward to hang out with my friends after pilates because I haven't seen them all together less than a week ago, but they went ahead w/o me. I was sad that they left me out, but I did not tell them to wait up for me, I told them that I'll call after pilates to check where they were at. So, no one is at fault here. The thing that suprised me was that Jerome was with them; I am nonetheless happy for him and for us. I wish I hung out with them, but there is nothing wrong just hanging out by myself, to have some down time and of course, to catch up on myself, meaning I am watching online tv shows. i am best at what i dobedo
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My uncle is coming back 2mrw and I am excited to see him this weekend, which is mother's day!! I am hoping I can go to costco soon and buy one of their beautiful flowers for mi momma. I am still deciding where to celebrate the event. I am also excited to see my friend(s), even if we have to ride the bus =] I havent been bussing for a while.

so earlier, I skimmed through my blog and I was either ranting about frazzle or my parents. I am afraid that I have to go see a shrink to "talk it out" and to confront my anger/fears to them, because right now, I do not want to. I must admit I do think about it sometimes but I rather right now to let the emotions simmer. However, I do want to say: Despite my flare against their attitude, I do not hate them. I just hate what happened between us; my parents and I; my friend and I.
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back to today
i smelled a smelly, BO, raunchy smell professor, SO GROSS
and i like wearing my small bra
and i want to get a subscription of glamour for this year
and i like reading newsweek
found out that christian science monitor is not really a christianized periodical
and i like taylor swift.