I HATE MY DRAWING CLASS!
prof gave me a rough critique
so i didnt follow directions
because first they were confusing
and second of all, i didnt go to class last thursday
so fuck the professor.
i asked her to clarify what she said, and she got upset at me for that? i should be the one who gets mad! sure i didnt go to class last thurs and therefore missed out on her directions, but that doesn't give her the right to embarrass me in front of my peers. i didnt know shit!!
look, if prof told me in the beginning that i didnt follow directions and not waste any of our time, fine, i get it, i won't be upset about that.
but she put the spotlight on me and made me look like the blubbering idiot.
i don't even understand the fucken assignment, i don't do abstract art. i do realism.
i wanna run out of the classroom. i was gonna tear up so bad, but i held it in until after 1 hour and 30 more mins of class left and after my physics discussion i had after.
it's exhausting to hold it all in. i didnt wanna look like more of a wimp to my peers, i should've stood up to prof, but i didnt, i was shocked at her uncalled manners.
i shouldve said: the reason why many of my peers ask the same dumb ol question is because they do not understand it!! if one, and another, and more people dont get it, then you are at fault, not us! fuck and i wasnt in class last thurs, how many times should i say it!?
prof later in class asked me i were in class last thurs, UMM NO DUMB SHIT, CUZ I DID THE STUFF YOU TOLD THE CLASS LAST THURS TO NOT DO. jeez. i dont mind that she has her favorites, whatever, i can suck it up, but ugh, i will not tolerate her putting me down. i wanna punch her in the neck.
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